omfg why am i still here, my last thing im gonna say is:
i wish we couldve gotten along, and that i posted a new poem. please read it, saranghe chingu,
bye, fr now, bye...
Felixa Lee
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Felix will let yk if i survive, a part if me hopes i do.
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bye...
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now stop trying to stall me, im ending it all.
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maybe he said it, udk who did, but it wasnt me i promise.
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lolipop knows my password
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i swear the magic wand thing wasnt me.
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idc if you think im lying. im killing myself and youre calling me a liar, please, i want to leave this world in peace.
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bye...
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idkh, but, somehow.
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welp, i have Internet somehow
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now stop trying to stall. im jumping bye.
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thats how.
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electrical pole. plus data.
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@lovejoy, i have internet from a pole thingy. yaden, study hard eat well, have a successful life, goodbye.
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suicide.
im on Harbor bridge
im ending it all.
i wonder,
how long will i fall?
awaiting police,
and an ambulance,
it surprises me complete strangers,
care at all,
my funeral will be empty,
i know that well,
but this dare i say,
is it already Hell'?
awaiting a police car,
or someone who will care,
im thinking,
should i do it?
or deal with it and tear out my hair?
awaiting i am,
to see humanity,
whilst strangers are there saying,
'' you are scaring me.''
''GET DOWN'' they say,
" IT'S NOT WORTH IT!''
they say,
as i look down,
beautiful sea and sunset,
comforts me,
goodbye everyone,
for you may never know,
but im ending it all,
for that,
you will know.
goodbye everyone, be happy.
-Felixa Lee.bolded text -
I'm sorry to everyone, im writing this as im at Harbor bridge right now, goodbye, i love you all. this is my 40th suicide attempt. My husband Felix will let you know if i survive, a part if me hopes i do,
ive lost everyone,
my abusive parents,
my grandparents,
and my brother.
Everyone hates me.
I know this isnt my first note to everyone about this but, it got deleted because it didn't have a trigger warning.
As I write this, im at Harbor bridge right now, im going to jump, goodbye everyone I love you all, and, @AwesomeKoala89, im truly sincerely sorry.
love you bestie.
Goodbye Everyone. especially @kedamohno and @jaredmlg.
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kk, im sorry for everything, im leaving this world now, i know it will work so, goodbye, you will always be my best friend.
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Depression
Depression is something that eats people alive.
Depression is something that you cant get rid of immediately.
Depression is like an evil plague,
destroying everything in its path,
Depression makes you sensitive,
but strong at the same time,
people who dont have it,
cant relate,
because Depression,
is relentless,
it eats your personality,
your soul,
and finally,
your life,
it has always been with me,
so i say hello,
friend who knows me well,
friend who has been there for me,
through thick,
and tin,
Hello My Friend Depression.
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this goes on in the world. even u cant argue that.
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My Poems.
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I wrote this
My Poems.
My Poems.