**TW** My Suicide Note.
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I'm sorry to everyone, im writing this as im at Harbor bridge right now, goodbye, i love you all. this is my 40th suicide attempt. My husband Felix will let you know if i survive, a part if me hopes i do,
ive lost everyone,
my abusive parents,
my grandparents,
and my brother.
Everyone hates me.
I know this isnt my first note to everyone about this but, it got deleted because it didn't have a trigger warning.
As I write this, im at Harbor bridge right now, im going to jump, goodbye everyone I love you all, and, @AwesomeKoala89, im truly sincerely sorry.
love you bestie.
Goodbye Everyone. especially @kedamohno and @jaredmlg.
-Felixa Lee. -
lovejoy TheFurryClan Deleted Bdns W Mr. Duran's class 321 Aka: Owls ariana grande cream #lopneverdies Nocturnal lmao #makebdnsgreatagain Autistic people Vocalists pet lovers! DOOM FAN yuh Fml THE FATHER FIGURE OF BROWSEDNS homosexual goodnight n go 69420 420 69 c b a idk Eldritch Horrors Survived a near death experience (yay) Steam Fans genshin impact players Neko FNF Enjoyers TheFurriesOfDNS Guitar Hero survivors Repelli Destroyers Animal Crossing Gang why r u gae 🤘Metal Fans🤘 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz #DownWithTheControversy 友達 GeorgeNotFound fans Jizzrag Supremacy tempral stans Skull Gang W chat-perms artist's.. Bee and Puppycat fan '^' Todoroki's g r o u p .-. K-Pop Stans ♡♡ ♥BrowseDNS Children's Table★ Stardust Crusaders ♡Chiruby Besties♥ Spotify ig uk ppl Chaotic People 👌👌👌 JaredMLG besties we read fanfic lol agender babes certified crackhead People who are fine with apple D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel We the ppl of BDNS Heavymetal fans!?!? Dark Humor Club Smart ass people people that are good at redstone Mmm group LGBTQ Supremes Milk and Cereal Buddies <3 Hatterene Supremacy Minecraft Pros ariana grande stans Bar-B-Q Bacon burger. Nintendo Switch Users Definitely a real group. Marvel Fan (cool) Apple juice supremes apple-y KK's Besties <3 Chaotic Asexuals WOMEN'S RIGHTS MOVEMENT orange juice >>> apple juice Walking Dead Fans Repliter EpicGamers89 Anti-Zionist Alliance Ukraine supporter invite in to best chatssss switch players One Piece Fans fashionable people People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things Speakers of Igpay Atinlay clowns VIP PKM FAN Hackers Gamer's neurodivergent people Senkosexual Support Group not a serious group talk about wtv right to repair Demon Slayer = epic Coders Gay People Switchbru #BRINGBDNSBACK Stay Sober fucking broke chat filter BDNS DATABASE #Antichiruby Lesbians LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Arabic Speakers People polyamorous Sneakerhead society hit again The Official BDNS Mod Appreciation Group Bdns maturity Lovers Of Latin Kemmies group cool ppl!😎 Tamiyra's Fresh Picked Beans #SaveBrowseDNS friends of mr cat Donut's Box meow country and rock fans high af The Dollars urdu and hindi speakers swifties QUINNs pals Trans Lop Never Dies Knights Of Tolkien Tofu's Lovers LGBTQ+ Club anti fed
40th? thats rly unbelievable and how tf do u get Internet on a bridge from a switch, obvi phones and stuff have data but switches dont. caught lying AGAIN!
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@lovejoy, i have internet from a pole thingy. yaden, study hard eat well, have a successful life, goodbye.
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lovejoy TheFurryClan Deleted Bdns W Mr. Duran's class 321 Aka: Owls ariana grande cream #lopneverdies Nocturnal lmao #makebdnsgreatagain Autistic people Vocalists pet lovers! DOOM FAN yuh Fml THE FATHER FIGURE OF BROWSEDNS homosexual goodnight n go 69420 420 69 c b a idk Eldritch Horrors Survived a near death experience (yay) Steam Fans genshin impact players Neko FNF Enjoyers TheFurriesOfDNS Guitar Hero survivors Repelli Destroyers Animal Crossing Gang why r u gae 🤘Metal Fans🤘 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz #DownWithTheControversy 友達 GeorgeNotFound fans Jizzrag Supremacy tempral stans Skull Gang W chat-perms artist's.. Bee and Puppycat fan '^' Todoroki's g r o u p .-. K-Pop Stans ♡♡ ♥BrowseDNS Children's Table★ Stardust Crusaders ♡Chiruby Besties♥ Spotify ig uk ppl Chaotic People 👌👌👌 JaredMLG besties we read fanfic lol agender babes certified crackhead People who are fine with apple D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel We the ppl of BDNS Heavymetal fans!?!? Dark Humor Club Smart ass people people that are good at redstone Mmm group LGBTQ Supremes Milk and Cereal Buddies <3 Hatterene Supremacy Minecraft Pros ariana grande stans Bar-B-Q Bacon burger. Nintendo Switch Users Definitely a real group. Marvel Fan (cool) Apple juice supremes apple-y KK's Besties <3 Chaotic Asexuals WOMEN'S RIGHTS MOVEMENT orange juice >>> apple juice Walking Dead Fans Repliter EpicGamers89 Anti-Zionist Alliance Ukraine supporter invite in to best chatssss switch players One Piece Fans fashionable people People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things Speakers of Igpay Atinlay clowns VIP PKM FAN Hackers Gamer's neurodivergent people Senkosexual Support Group not a serious group talk about wtv right to repair Demon Slayer = epic Coders Gay People Switchbru #BRINGBDNSBACK Stay Sober fucking broke chat filter BDNS DATABASE #Antichiruby Lesbians LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Arabic Speakers People polyamorous Sneakerhead society hit again The Official BDNS Mod Appreciation Group Bdns maturity Lovers Of Latin Kemmies group cool ppl!😎 Tamiyra's Fresh Picked Beans #SaveBrowseDNS friends of mr cat Donut's Box meow country and rock fans high af The Dollars urdu and hindi speakers swifties QUINNs pals Trans Lop Never Dies Knights Of Tolkien Tofu's Lovers LGBTQ+ Club anti fedreplied to Felixa Lee on last edited by
@Felixa-Lee a pole thingy? please elaborate
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electrical pole. plus data.
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thats how.
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now stop trying to stall. im jumping bye.
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lovejoy TheFurryClan Deleted Bdns W Mr. Duran's class 321 Aka: Owls ariana grande cream #lopneverdies Nocturnal lmao #makebdnsgreatagain Autistic people Vocalists pet lovers! DOOM FAN yuh Fml THE FATHER FIGURE OF BROWSEDNS homosexual goodnight n go 69420 420 69 c b a idk Eldritch Horrors Survived a near death experience (yay) Steam Fans genshin impact players Neko FNF Enjoyers TheFurriesOfDNS Guitar Hero survivors Repelli Destroyers Animal Crossing Gang why r u gae 🤘Metal Fans🤘 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz #DownWithTheControversy 友達 GeorgeNotFound fans Jizzrag Supremacy tempral stans Skull Gang W chat-perms artist's.. Bee and Puppycat fan '^' Todoroki's g r o u p .-. K-Pop Stans ♡♡ ♥BrowseDNS Children's Table★ Stardust Crusaders ♡Chiruby Besties♥ Spotify ig uk ppl Chaotic People 👌👌👌 JaredMLG besties we read fanfic lol agender babes certified crackhead People who are fine with apple D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel We the ppl of BDNS Heavymetal fans!?!? Dark Humor Club Smart ass people people that are good at redstone Mmm group LGBTQ Supremes Milk and Cereal Buddies <3 Hatterene Supremacy Minecraft Pros ariana grande stans Bar-B-Q Bacon burger. Nintendo Switch Users Definitely a real group. Marvel Fan (cool) Apple juice supremes apple-y KK's Besties <3 Chaotic Asexuals WOMEN'S RIGHTS MOVEMENT orange juice >>> apple juice Walking Dead Fans Repliter EpicGamers89 Anti-Zionist Alliance Ukraine supporter invite in to best chatssss switch players One Piece Fans fashionable people People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things Speakers of Igpay Atinlay clowns VIP PKM FAN Hackers Gamer's neurodivergent people Senkosexual Support Group not a serious group talk about wtv right to repair Demon Slayer = epic Coders Gay People Switchbru #BRINGBDNSBACK Stay Sober fucking broke chat filter BDNS DATABASE #Antichiruby Lesbians LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Arabic Speakers People polyamorous Sneakerhead society hit again The Official BDNS Mod Appreciation Group Bdns maturity Lovers Of Latin Kemmies group cool ppl!😎 Tamiyra's Fresh Picked Beans #SaveBrowseDNS friends of mr cat Donut's Box meow country and rock fans high af The Dollars urdu and hindi speakers swifties QUINNs pals Trans Lop Never Dies Knights Of Tolkien Tofu's Lovers LGBTQ+ Club anti fedreplied to Felixa Lee on last edited by
@Felixa-Lee u cant get data on switch
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welp, i have Internet somehow
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lovejoy TheFurryClan Deleted Bdns W Mr. Duran's class 321 Aka: Owls ariana grande cream #lopneverdies Nocturnal lmao #makebdnsgreatagain Autistic people Vocalists pet lovers! DOOM FAN yuh Fml THE FATHER FIGURE OF BROWSEDNS homosexual goodnight n go 69420 420 69 c b a idk Eldritch Horrors Survived a near death experience (yay) Steam Fans genshin impact players Neko FNF Enjoyers TheFurriesOfDNS Guitar Hero survivors Repelli Destroyers Animal Crossing Gang why r u gae 🤘Metal Fans🤘 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz #DownWithTheControversy 友達 GeorgeNotFound fans Jizzrag Supremacy tempral stans Skull Gang W chat-perms artist's.. Bee and Puppycat fan '^' Todoroki's g r o u p .-. K-Pop Stans ♡♡ ♥BrowseDNS Children's Table★ Stardust Crusaders ♡Chiruby Besties♥ Spotify ig uk ppl Chaotic People 👌👌👌 JaredMLG besties we read fanfic lol agender babes certified crackhead People who are fine with apple D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel We the ppl of BDNS Heavymetal fans!?!? Dark Humor Club Smart ass people people that are good at redstone Mmm group LGBTQ Supremes Milk and Cereal Buddies <3 Hatterene Supremacy Minecraft Pros ariana grande stans Bar-B-Q Bacon burger. Nintendo Switch Users Definitely a real group. Marvel Fan (cool) Apple juice supremes apple-y KK's Besties <3 Chaotic Asexuals WOMEN'S RIGHTS MOVEMENT orange juice >>> apple juice Walking Dead Fans Repliter EpicGamers89 Anti-Zionist Alliance Ukraine supporter invite in to best chatssss switch players One Piece Fans fashionable people People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things Speakers of Igpay Atinlay clowns VIP PKM FAN Hackers Gamer's neurodivergent people Senkosexual Support Group not a serious group talk about wtv right to repair Demon Slayer = epic Coders Gay People Switchbru #BRINGBDNSBACK Stay Sober fucking broke chat filter BDNS DATABASE #Antichiruby Lesbians LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Arabic Speakers People polyamorous Sneakerhead society hit again The Official BDNS Mod Appreciation Group Bdns maturity Lovers Of Latin Kemmies group cool ppl!😎 Tamiyra's Fresh Picked Beans #SaveBrowseDNS friends of mr cat Donut's Box meow country and rock fans high af The Dollars urdu and hindi speakers swifties QUINNs pals Trans Lop Never Dies Knights Of Tolkien Tofu's Lovers LGBTQ+ Club anti fedreplied to Felixa Lee on last edited by
@Felixa-Lee goodbye!
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idkh, but, somehow.
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bye...
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lovejoy TheFurryClan Deleted Bdns W Mr. Duran's class 321 Aka: Owls ariana grande cream #lopneverdies Nocturnal lmao #makebdnsgreatagain Autistic people Vocalists pet lovers! DOOM FAN yuh Fml THE FATHER FIGURE OF BROWSEDNS homosexual goodnight n go 69420 420 69 c b a idk Eldritch Horrors Survived a near death experience (yay) Steam Fans genshin impact players Neko FNF Enjoyers TheFurriesOfDNS Guitar Hero survivors Repelli Destroyers Animal Crossing Gang why r u gae 🤘Metal Fans🤘 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz #DownWithTheControversy 友達 GeorgeNotFound fans Jizzrag Supremacy tempral stans Skull Gang W chat-perms artist's.. Bee and Puppycat fan '^' Todoroki's g r o u p .-. K-Pop Stans ♡♡ ♥BrowseDNS Children's Table★ Stardust Crusaders ♡Chiruby Besties♥ Spotify ig uk ppl Chaotic People 👌👌👌 JaredMLG besties we read fanfic lol agender babes certified crackhead People who are fine with apple D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel We the ppl of BDNS Heavymetal fans!?!? Dark Humor Club Smart ass people people that are good at redstone Mmm group LGBTQ Supremes Milk and Cereal Buddies <3 Hatterene Supremacy Minecraft Pros ariana grande stans Bar-B-Q Bacon burger. Nintendo Switch Users Definitely a real group. Marvel Fan (cool) Apple juice supremes apple-y KK's Besties <3 Chaotic Asexuals WOMEN'S RIGHTS MOVEMENT orange juice >>> apple juice Walking Dead Fans Repliter EpicGamers89 Anti-Zionist Alliance Ukraine supporter invite in to best chatssss switch players One Piece Fans fashionable people People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things Speakers of Igpay Atinlay clowns VIP PKM FAN Hackers Gamer's neurodivergent people Senkosexual Support Group not a serious group talk about wtv right to repair Demon Slayer = epic Coders Gay People Switchbru #BRINGBDNSBACK Stay Sober fucking broke chat filter BDNS DATABASE #Antichiruby Lesbians LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Arabic Speakers People polyamorous Sneakerhead society hit again The Official BDNS Mod Appreciation Group Bdns maturity Lovers Of Latin Kemmies group cool ppl!😎 Tamiyra's Fresh Picked Beans #SaveBrowseDNS friends of mr cat Donut's Box meow country and rock fans high af The Dollars urdu and hindi speakers swifties QUINNs pals Trans Lop Never Dies Knights Of Tolkien Tofu's Lovers LGBTQ+ Club anti fedreplied to Felixa Lee on last edited by
@Felixa-Lee whatever, liar
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idc if you think im lying. im killing myself and youre calling me a liar, please, i want to leave this world in peace.
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lovejoy TheFurryClan Deleted Bdns W Mr. Duran's class 321 Aka: Owls ariana grande cream #lopneverdies Nocturnal lmao #makebdnsgreatagain Autistic people Vocalists pet lovers! DOOM FAN yuh Fml THE FATHER FIGURE OF BROWSEDNS homosexual goodnight n go 69420 420 69 c b a idk Eldritch Horrors Survived a near death experience (yay) Steam Fans genshin impact players Neko FNF Enjoyers TheFurriesOfDNS Guitar Hero survivors Repelli Destroyers Animal Crossing Gang why r u gae 🤘Metal Fans🤘 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz #DownWithTheControversy 友達 GeorgeNotFound fans Jizzrag Supremacy tempral stans Skull Gang W chat-perms artist's.. Bee and Puppycat fan '^' Todoroki's g r o u p .-. K-Pop Stans ♡♡ ♥BrowseDNS Children's Table★ Stardust Crusaders ♡Chiruby Besties♥ Spotify ig uk ppl Chaotic People 👌👌👌 JaredMLG besties we read fanfic lol agender babes certified crackhead People who are fine with apple D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel We the ppl of BDNS Heavymetal fans!?!? Dark Humor Club Smart ass people people that are good at redstone Mmm group LGBTQ Supremes Milk and Cereal Buddies <3 Hatterene Supremacy Minecraft Pros ariana grande stans Bar-B-Q Bacon burger. Nintendo Switch Users Definitely a real group. Marvel Fan (cool) Apple juice supremes apple-y KK's Besties <3 Chaotic Asexuals WOMEN'S RIGHTS MOVEMENT orange juice >>> apple juice Walking Dead Fans Repliter EpicGamers89 Anti-Zionist Alliance Ukraine supporter invite in to best chatssss switch players One Piece Fans fashionable people People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things Speakers of Igpay Atinlay clowns VIP PKM FAN Hackers Gamer's neurodivergent people Senkosexual Support Group not a serious group talk about wtv right to repair Demon Slayer = epic Coders Gay People Switchbru #BRINGBDNSBACK Stay Sober fucking broke chat filter BDNS DATABASE #Antichiruby Lesbians LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Arabic Speakers People polyamorous Sneakerhead society hit again The Official BDNS Mod Appreciation Group Bdns maturity Lovers Of Latin Kemmies group cool ppl!😎 Tamiyra's Fresh Picked Beans #SaveBrowseDNS friends of mr cat Donut's Box meow country and rock fans high af The Dollars urdu and hindi speakers swifties QUINNs pals Trans Lop Never Dies Knights Of Tolkien Tofu's Lovers LGBTQ+ Club anti fed
ik ur gonna "magically" gonna end up in the hospital being "miraclely" saved
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i swear the magic wand thing wasnt me.
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lolipop knows my password
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maybe he said it, udk who did, but it wasnt me i promise.
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lovejoy TheFurryClan Deleted Bdns W Mr. Duran's class 321 Aka: Owls ariana grande cream #lopneverdies Nocturnal lmao #makebdnsgreatagain Autistic people Vocalists pet lovers! DOOM FAN yuh Fml THE FATHER FIGURE OF BROWSEDNS homosexual goodnight n go 69420 420 69 c b a idk Eldritch Horrors Survived a near death experience (yay) Steam Fans genshin impact players Neko FNF Enjoyers TheFurriesOfDNS Guitar Hero survivors Repelli Destroyers Animal Crossing Gang why r u gae 🤘Metal Fans🤘 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz #DownWithTheControversy 友達 GeorgeNotFound fans Jizzrag Supremacy tempral stans Skull Gang W chat-perms artist's.. Bee and Puppycat fan '^' Todoroki's g r o u p .-. K-Pop Stans ♡♡ ♥BrowseDNS Children's Table★ Stardust Crusaders ♡Chiruby Besties♥ Spotify ig uk ppl Chaotic People 👌👌👌 JaredMLG besties we read fanfic lol agender babes certified crackhead People who are fine with apple D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel We the ppl of BDNS Heavymetal fans!?!? Dark Humor Club Smart ass people people that are good at redstone Mmm group LGBTQ Supremes Milk and Cereal Buddies <3 Hatterene Supremacy Minecraft Pros ariana grande stans Bar-B-Q Bacon burger. Nintendo Switch Users Definitely a real group. Marvel Fan (cool) Apple juice supremes apple-y KK's Besties <3 Chaotic Asexuals WOMEN'S RIGHTS MOVEMENT orange juice >>> apple juice Walking Dead Fans Repliter EpicGamers89 Anti-Zionist Alliance Ukraine supporter invite in to best chatssss switch players One Piece Fans fashionable people People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things Speakers of Igpay Atinlay clowns VIP PKM FAN Hackers Gamer's neurodivergent people Senkosexual Support Group not a serious group talk about wtv right to repair Demon Slayer = epic Coders Gay People Switchbru #BRINGBDNSBACK Stay Sober fucking broke chat filter BDNS DATABASE #Antichiruby Lesbians LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Arabic Speakers People polyamorous Sneakerhead society hit again The Official BDNS Mod Appreciation Group Bdns maturity Lovers Of Latin Kemmies group cool ppl!😎 Tamiyra's Fresh Picked Beans #SaveBrowseDNS friends of mr cat Donut's Box meow country and rock fans high af The Dollars urdu and hindi speakers swifties QUINNs pals Trans Lop Never Dies Knights Of Tolkien Tofu's Lovers LGBTQ+ Club anti fedreplied to Felixa Lee on last edited by
@Felixa-Lee ok.
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lovejoy TheFurryClan Deleted Bdns W Mr. Duran's class 321 Aka: Owls ariana grande cream #lopneverdies Nocturnal lmao #makebdnsgreatagain Autistic people Vocalists pet lovers! DOOM FAN yuh Fml THE FATHER FIGURE OF BROWSEDNS homosexual goodnight n go 69420 420 69 c b a idk Eldritch Horrors Survived a near death experience (yay) Steam Fans genshin impact players Neko FNF Enjoyers TheFurriesOfDNS Guitar Hero survivors Repelli Destroyers Animal Crossing Gang why r u gae 🤘Metal Fans🤘 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz #DownWithTheControversy 友達 GeorgeNotFound fans Jizzrag Supremacy tempral stans Skull Gang W chat-perms artist's.. Bee and Puppycat fan '^' Todoroki's g r o u p .-. K-Pop Stans ♡♡ ♥BrowseDNS Children's Table★ Stardust Crusaders ♡Chiruby Besties♥ Spotify ig uk ppl Chaotic People 👌👌👌 JaredMLG besties we read fanfic lol agender babes certified crackhead People who are fine with apple D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel We the ppl of BDNS Heavymetal fans!?!? Dark Humor Club Smart ass people people that are good at redstone Mmm group LGBTQ Supremes Milk and Cereal Buddies <3 Hatterene Supremacy Minecraft Pros ariana grande stans Bar-B-Q Bacon burger. Nintendo Switch Users Definitely a real group. Marvel Fan (cool) Apple juice supremes apple-y KK's Besties <3 Chaotic Asexuals WOMEN'S RIGHTS MOVEMENT orange juice >>> apple juice Walking Dead Fans Repliter EpicGamers89 Anti-Zionist Alliance Ukraine supporter invite in to best chatssss switch players One Piece Fans fashionable people People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things Speakers of Igpay Atinlay clowns VIP PKM FAN Hackers Gamer's neurodivergent people Senkosexual Support Group not a serious group talk about wtv right to repair Demon Slayer = epic Coders Gay People Switchbru #BRINGBDNSBACK Stay Sober fucking broke chat filter BDNS DATABASE #Antichiruby Lesbians LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Arabic Speakers People polyamorous Sneakerhead society hit again The Official BDNS Mod Appreciation Group Bdns maturity Lovers Of Latin Kemmies group cool ppl!😎 Tamiyra's Fresh Picked Beans #SaveBrowseDNS friends of mr cat Donut's Box meow country and rock fans high af The Dollars urdu and hindi speakers swifties QUINNs pals Trans Lop Never Dies Knights Of Tolkien Tofu's Lovers LGBTQ+ Club anti fedreplied to Felixa Lee on last edited by
@Felixa-Lee aight.