after what happened to my parents, even if they were abusive, i still love them, and wish they were still here, i even witnessed it, you've got this, and that person is absolutely crazy to leave someone as kind and as special as you, gday mate, feel better soon π³ :D .
For people who dont know, if you want to chat, you have to be a member of @chat-perms. this group was created bc of the recent shoutbox and dm drama which has gotten out of hand and its supposed to help control and reduce it. so if u want chat privileges, join @chat-perms
Hope this helps ^^ (and i hope it was accurate idk lol)